Just had a dream that I wanted to confront my fears of the house being haunted. So, I was in the house doing things, then I saw my dad so I went to him then things kept getting worse. Something was trying to pull me away, then my mom shows up and she is the one trying to pull me away. But she is the evil one. So I jump out the window and I try and run away but then I see elderly people and they are trying to tell me something. They are saying im not apart of the family and that I need to disconnect with this family. And so I keep asking who am I, but I never get an answer. Then it skips to my family being on a train and my mom is trying to get me to look at the pretty circus passing by but I can't help but look at my family and realize I look nothing like them. So when my dad comes to comfort me I ask, am I really your kid? And so my dad goes to my mom and asks but instead of her saying that I am she just got defensive, which pretty much answers question for me dad. So he gets up and walks away. And I follow him. Then the conductor sees me and asks me where I'm going and I just say I wanna go home, and he says why, and I say cause I don't know where it is. And that the people on the train aren't my family. And he says I'm right, and I forgot the rest. But it makes me want to test to see if I am adopted or something. I always thought I was since my siblings would say I was when I was little. Idk, it just made me sad. What if this isn't my family after all?
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