I had another one those dreams where I was somewhere and I couldn't leave simply because they didn't want me to. First was a concert type event, with family. I ended up just leaving on my own. Then the second was highschool and Mr.pruin was holding the school on lock down. I told him I knew my rights and that he had no legal authority. But in my dream I was going go to go see if I was pregnant or not. After many tries of escaping I finally busted through but I see a fence so the other people that busted through are running, but of course I'm slow and I dont make it. And the fence starts closing in on me and I rub my belly and say please don't die please don't die. But the baby dies. Then the school staff is going around getting the people who got caught trying to escape and putting shackles on them. For some reason shackles start falling from the sky and landing near me like I'm taking them off my self, which im not since I already have some on. But no one believes me. Soon my old teacher, ms.love, who was a total passive aggressive bitch has to determine whether or not I'm telling the truth. So she goes and asks every student who either don't know me or don't like me whether or not I'm trust worthy and they all say I'm stupid and that plan was way too thought out. And so I defend myself, which they laugh to and I get so frustrated. But honestly, Jordan told me about a week ago that majority of people think I'm stupid. They just never tell me. That they tell her, that she hasn't known anyone to truly be my friend cause they all think I'm dumb. Which sucks, cause it makes sense why I've never really had a friend before. I'm not stupid. I'm not stupid. God I feel like crying. It just sucks being alone like this.
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